::Thursday Craps::
i feel kinda pathetic being in a holiday but broke. it's like now i have all the time in the world but no money to go about having fun. shucks. me n fred had a huge headache and talk or rather i'm the one talking, about this and it sorta made us both rather uncomfortable. oh well.. i duno.. at least i noe i AM enjoying my time with him and being with him but the money issue is very stressful.. PLUS all the crapshit i hav comin up these few days. i juz hate hate hate hassle lah basically. now the singnet activation date is drawing near it's pissing me off cos i hav to go abt cancelling my maxonline but couldn't find time to do so and finally i have the time to do so today, the blardi customer care hotline was off hour already. shit.

fred was hungry so i fried an egg for him to eat with rice. simple dinner. before that we were watching WWE and then i was juz sitting there watching wif wilfred cos he asked me to. at least i enjoyed watching it more this time round. for some strange reason. and then i forced wilfred to cut his nails and then we went to the rm to relax for awhile after he ate. i was somewhat falling into depression or wadever i myself could not understand. i could be chuckling over how funny his expression is trying to keep awake cos i ask him to and the next moment when he's eyes close i'll feel lonely and lost and for some strange reason, some fear creeps into me and i get very scared inside and starts crying. i switch frm crying one moment to laughing the next in juz a blink on an eye. and it lasted for quite awhile. then it end up with me and fred wrestling while i attempt to attack him by poking his nose or tickling him or pulling dwn his pants. duno wad's wrong with me.

before i met up with fred today i was in school at about 9AM for this debrief session by Mrs Wu for customer communication and she gives really good qualitative feedbacks and thank god she mentioned abt the budget cos our grp DID take that into consideration but i think she missed it in the report. after class me n some of my classmates when to TM to have lunch in BK while terry is still kacauing me over the love bite and then suddenly i'm teamed up with jeremy and terry and YK in this sch organized game thingy where u go abt eatin stuff.. chinese is called "shi zi lu kou". i duno y i'm innit but i am. >___< *RARGH* then when they hear first price is seven hundred dollar jere turn ard and say to me, "u better run faster". hahaha stupid idiot. they were abt to go play bowling and i was supposed to join them. jere went home first to get his bowling ball so we waited and played games in the arcade but then wilfred called up to say that he wanna meet up so i ended up going over to meet him in orchard instead. we walked around alittle bit and played some pool and i won fred once! hehe.. better than nothing. but i was quite unhappy abt the price cos end up i pay the whole thing so yeah. that's where my first paragraph of this entry comes in. i'm BROKE but i'm spending on this kinda nonsense. wassup with us man...

ok this is strange.
i was checkin out my blog status as usual juz to see how mani ppl checked muh blog today or whether it's a direct hit or wat not for fun.
strange thing is i had this fella checking out my blog with reference from a veeeeerry strange location.
noe where?
Google Search.
yeah.
there. wonder how it got there but that's not the weird part. weird part is, it's under the search for purple lamborghini. yeah u heard me right. how on earth did my blog add get there!?
worse off, it has the description: "... a few nice cars, and got crazy over a car they say is 'lambogini' or something ... white,
black, red and purple anyway i thought the blue one not outstanding so i ...

i think my mind works and want things that even today's technology could not provide me with. i actually forgot that i can't use the internet w/o a phone line or unless i'm in a wireless zone. travelling and all else is impossible for me to access to the net with palm nor lappy. dratz. that kinda kills my joy and i think i'll juz settle for some cheapskate palm to keep track of appointments.

ok pls gimme advice. lappy or palmtop. need vs want.
for sch project or normal usage i would think a desktop would suit me fine. i do not nid a laptop. at the most i rent it frm sch for hundred plus dollars onli and use it for four mths. it's more about the "want" factor. i want something portable for me to be able to surf the net while i'm travelling.. and stuff. so lappy or palmtop?

pro of lappy:
more functional
more storage
more powerful
con of lappy:
very expensive
bulkier than palmtop

pro of palm:
cheaper than lappy
smaller and more convenient
not too bad lookin quite stylo in fact
i can keep track of appointments
con of palm:
all those stuff i can't find in the con of the lappy

so..... wad shld i do?
*note* i onli nid something to kill time basically. hm m i stating the obvious? basically juz can't make up my mind. i nid advice. HELP!!!!!!!

*note2* put ur comments on the link below.. the aww...(0) or watever it appears as below. not my shoutbox.

Goddess of the Night. Beautiful yet a strange
darkness and sadness lurk about you.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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redid the quiz and end up with a different result. *hehez*

Friendship is unecessary like philosophy and art. it has no survival value, rather it is one of those things that gives value to survival..
sms by fukai kor

..but, frenship, unlike philosophy n art, has the definate ability to turn back n bite at u... therefore it shld not b taken for granted n/or too easily trusted..
inpromptu reply frm fred

Monday Stuff
Hee! sucha happie day for me today! woke up feeling pretty gd and waited till 2:30pm before going out. cos i dun wanna to be out before fred even woke up. that was when i decided i wanna cook something for him. smsed wilfred to gimme a call when he wake up and while i was on the bus 135, travelling to parkway parade's cold storage, fred called and i told him abt me wanting to prepare a meal for him and got him to prepare cooking some rice first. as we discussed about what to cook i went to the cold storage. man it was sucha mess in there. cos it's under renovation or some sort it was so cramped up and messy and i had to walk all over the place, in search for the can food and honey glazed chicken. walked back and forth and the shelves turned into a horrifying maze that never seems to end. walkin through what seemed like an endless maze, i FINALLY located my can food. i wanted to buy Campbell's Chunky beef and potato soup. *smack lips* yumyum.. alwayz my favourite. too bad there was only one can left. i wanted to get two.. oh well.. then i proceeded to find the honey glaze chicken where i spotted the eggs and was considering very hard whether i should fry an cheese omelette... after thinking for mebbe 10 mins and walking back n forth frm the cheese and egg section, comparing prices *damn i feel like a hsewife*, i finally decided to go for desserts instead. i bought the honey glazed chicken and went to queue up for payment.

alritey! finally at the queue line, everything bought? YEAH! then...... i realised one thing was missing. DA DRINKS! as i peeked to my right there was a machine that sells drink but only small bottles and cans. darn. i'd rather buy the big bottle ones... cheaper. but the queue was freakin long... so.. sigh.. hahaha no worries.. giv fred an sms and hav him buy it haha that solves the problem. alrite. then on my way out i bought a apple strudel that cost $3.50 *ouch* and it's frankly speakin, not v big.. but tasty so hee hee once in awhile indulge nvm yah.. took 197 to bugis then got on the mrt to go to queenstown.

hee freddy was already at the stn waiting for me when i reached. then we bought the drinks and went on up to his hse. AS USUAL, that stupid stupid stupid security guard is there and for the hundredth time i've to record dwn my name and i/c and bla bla before i can go in. alwayz the same stupid security guard.

we went up and then cooked the food hehehe so shiok. so nice to eat!! heehee... we halved the chicken and i poured the soup over the rice and wilfred lighted that strawberry flavoured candle we bought from IKEA hahaha only wrong thing was the tv was on the news chnnl hahaha we changed it eventually..

that meal actually lasted us for half a day!! that was my only meal but i am not even feeling anywhere near hungry at all now! amazing hahaha
fred made me watch with him the repeat of the man u match with newcastle where they beat them with a 6-2 scoreline. lolz it's kinda.. crazy.. imagine lagging behind with a 1-0 and end up after less than 10 minutes or so later, man u managed to get back with a 6-1 lead. siao one hahahah... oh and my tuesday class is cancelled haahaha only nid to go back to sch on wednesday and thursday.. lame hahahaha....

i was flipping through the photo albums of wilfred and his family.. while he's watching the match.. most of them was when they were travelling. they've been to so many places! new york.. amsterdam.. japan.. china.. florida.. new zealand.... and a whole lot more. geez.. cool havin a dad who is a pilot huh? fred said he got so sick of travelling at one pt he rather stay hm cos he tot sg was better. and we've alwayz wanted to go overseas. hmmm.... ironic aint it? happen to chance by some pictures of wilfred taken when he was much of a toddler or at least under five years of age. damn the cute i tell ya! juz let you hav a peek HERE and HERE n giv me ur comments abt wad u feel k? dun tell him i posted it up tho hahaha punishment for him for not checkin out my blog more regularly.

My Wish List:
1. SAKURA Cd
2. A decent Discman
3. Digital Camera
4. Laptop
5. A new colour screen HP
*arranged according to priority*

sigh.. seems like besides the cd, the rest of the items in my wish list are juz so damn expensive. was thinking of saving up the money i saved from my attachment but still, it's kinda not enuff hahahaha... cd and a discman is a must have. i like sakura alot and i'm so so so sick of not being able to listen to music when i go out eversince my mp3discman gets cranked up. digi cam would be useful to me.. at least better than buying films and i can choose to keep the picture or discard it. ^____^ guess it's most prob the addiction with digi cam after using joyce's digi cam. as for a lappy.... was thinking if a palmtop would be better since all i want is juz something that allows me to check the net and stuff when i'm not at home and a lappy might be too bulky but then again, functions of a lappy is way better but more expensive obviously and would definitely be useful during project period. damn. as for a hp, i dun mind waiting for long since the 3G technology haven't set in and my current hp is working perfectly fine. advice anyone?

Sunday's Stuff



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just spend the whole day in wilfred's house, cooking dinner for him (juz some maggi and omelette) and spend ages cleaning and arranging the kitchen. mum's not ard and the hse's in a mess. men's incapability to keep the hse in shape showed it's tail. we went to IKEA to hav my ice-cream earlier on but didn't make it to Alexandra Rd cos fred had a late lunch and it was raining. *pouts* darnit.

juz heard from mum dat dad seem to be still sick... *panics again* well... he's not havin flu anymore.... but mum say he seems pretty lethargic the whole day.. *sigh* when will all these end? can't juz let me enjoy my hols in peace... wassup with all the probs man! damn.

at least i'm glad that i managed to cheered kor up alittle..well... alittle hahaha... haiz.. then actually didn't do much of anything but surfed ard the websites for CG arts available in my EDEN link and the affilliates... some pretty cool ones especially one which i came across created with flash version 6.0 and it actually made a magazine like pix which u can flip the pages juz like a real mag with the previous work of the artist! damn cool..! This is the link to the website but then for some strange reason i can't view it at home properly.. mebbe cos i dun hav version 6.0? duno....

hav to go back to school frm tues to thursday to attend debriefs.. kinda boliao actually but oh well... class rep seemed to hav arranged a class lunch-out after cus com debrief.. not sure wad location yet but i think i'll most probably go... hope jere and shai go too.. WAAAAAH SO BORED..duno y... duno if the bbq will go well anot also.. damn sian... then also worried if dad got ani prob..then got to call starhub to cancel my line.... then muz go attend stupid SIP talks... then got japanese test comin up also... wah lan... y so mani things!?

was surfin ard trying to find more webbie for the singer SAKURA.. dun be mistaken by the name for her to be some old enka singer cos she's nowhere near that. she's a very very good R&B soulful singer.. mix blood, 32 this year and i'm very tempted to go buy her latest album if i can find a taiwan version cos the imported one cost a bomb. guess what? she's born on the day date as me. November 23rd!!! ultra cooool!! imagine having a singer u like to share the same birth date as you! that makes her 12 years older than me a born in the yr of pig hahahaha.... Check her out here!

Goddess of winter, with a cold exterior but deep
down a warm, caring heart.
What element would you rein over? (For Girls)
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Saturday's Stuff
fred's mum is hallucinating again.
the last time i saw her, she was talkin to the window in the kitchen.
before that, she was playing fist game with 'someone' who's not there in the kitchen.
freaks me out everything that happens. second time witnessing such things already.
it always happens after she gets cold turkey for not drinking for a few days straight.
her body juz aint used to not drinkin..
i stayed in the room most of the time when fred's dad n mum was in the living rm cos there was some commotion and u noe wad? i dun wanna noe wad's going on. *sigh*

i had japanese class today but before heading to class,
was at home at first thing i woke up,
mum told me dad was sick.
down with bad flu and used up two boxes of tissue and ate alot of panadols,
complain to be tired and when i woke up, he was back in bed.
well, there sure made me edgy. why would he be sick suddenly?
can't even recall the last time he was sick.

was panicking cos of SARS.. can't imagine if he got it or wad..
now he's alrite though hehe... said it was due to lack of slp..

while in class i fell asleep haahhaa but of course not when the teacher is tokin..
was when we had a 10min break and i leaned against the wall and fell aslp haha
in the bus i oso conked out hahaha tired sial..
then after class i went to bras basah first to laminate the neoprint me n fred took
stupid woman leh... she gimme the laminated copy got scratch marks one...
on the transparent skin of course.. if my pic i scratch her face.
then i decided to go on upstairs to popular bkstore to get some bdae cards for my fren (2) and mum..
all their bdae fall in april *sigh*
guess who i met there? a cashier whom used to be at the counter for comic section and we knew each other since i was 9 hahahaha
long man! then she was pretty shocked to see me then ask me i study wad liao
i say poly she like so stun hahaha say frm pri become poly.. lolz`

went to bugis and walked around lookin at the food they hav for the food fest and then went on down to the toilet in the foodcourt.
the toilet bowl spoil one sial... i can hear the concrete crack.. wonder if it's the woman who came out before me spoil it or wad..
i tell the toilet cleaner she laugh haha stupid.

spend the rest of the day in wilfred's house... though we did nothing much but i enjoyed the day with him..
very how to say.... nice and cute cos wilfred is juz one crazy boi.
mebbe tml we'll go IKEA to eat the ice-cream then go alexandra rd makan hee since me now so free~~!!

if you guys know of any good and free image hosting sites PLS let me know.
in the meanwhile, here's the photo i promised.
Note: picture quality is of much difference as compared to hardcopy
Maria and Wilfred8.jpg

Friday Stuff
Whoo!!!! FINALLY! i've come to the end of my torture with the high heels that's killing me and formal wear for the past ONE EXCRUCIATING WEEK. although we still have to attend tutorials next week, it's juz for debriefs and we hav no exams so...HOLIDAY FOR MWEEEEEE YAAAAAAAAAY! *sore legs* wah lau can u imagine wearing heels that are so freakin high n the shoe is so lousy cos it's padding is so little that my leg ached so much and i wore it since 9 in the morning. then the presentation i had today was a killer man. i expected 3 ppl to be ard to listen to our presentation, (mr leng, mr lin, and the Singapore Retail Association woman) but end up onli got leng and the woman come. but nvm. i duno WHY but i was so freakin kanchiong that my hands were trembling and legs were buckling together liao hahaha... then kanchiong like heck lah then after finish, the onli thing i'm glad is that we finished early hahah for once.... and then the woman asked us ALOT of questions. wah ask until me n jeremy blur. anyway that was the end of it muahahahha the presentation lasted half n hour so we finished at about 10am and then we hav to wait all the way till 1 to attend a lecture (some talk lah) so me, ann, shai, n wendy went over to opps TP the marketplace to makan. met ann's mum. she onli 39 yrs old haha.. then cos i very warm and we got nothing better to do (still v early) so we went on to Macdonald and end up meeting Terry n his grp member's there. chatted for awhile and was commenting abt how retro terry looked with his shirt as they showed us the posters they made for the presentation. ann's hand started to itch hahaha so they all went to janice hse to play mahjong. the rest of us tagged along to watch tv and waste time. finally nearly 1 liao we all attend the lecture and they were talkin about precautions and information abt SARS. as usual, u'll expect crowds who r uninterested but i think they r damn rude making stupid noises. death have been incurred don't they know the seriousness of it? bet they'll CRY if anything of such happen to them. stupid ppl.

after lecture i met up with wilfred. he came to my school hee... then after that we travelled back dwn to orchard to catch a movie. we stopped @ tangs and walked to lido end up realising how sux their movie availability and timing is. so we had to walk aaaaaaaaaaall the way back to cineleisure and i had a seriously terrible time walking back cos of my legs. it's aching very very badly so i had to limp and then when we finally reached there, we bought tix for the 6.45 show for 'tears of the sun'. before that i had lunch @ yoshinoya since the prices went dwn hehehe

we went to graffitti cafe to sit awhile then go take neoprint haha wah the quality of the pix is power man.. best of all i've ever taken. then .. oh yes i bought the plaster then we go watch movie hehehehe the movie was gd man.. somehow lah ... hard to explain. u guys shld try n watch it. then after the movie i went fred hse awhile before going back hm. nyahahaha okkok i go scan the photo now! will provide the link later. *wink*

had the CS2 summarative test today. wah lao. siao one k ask u to write all sorts of crazy thing, name the type of resume lah and then explain lah and then ask u do memo lah then do agenda do minute do all the crap and the stupid minutes alone is 30 marks. SIAO BOH! heng me n shai they all peer teached with terry tell all when they shared with us their resources... even if wrong onli shld b small careless mistakes. =P *phew*

one hour fourty min long ppr and we wrote more than two booklets....even JEREMY k! *geez* mad test. tml is my last presentation and finally, we can rest. I do mean FINALLY...after so blardly long with all the stupid reports and everything... wah *hair stand after eating wasabi*

Your Q Score is: 9
The Q score ideally should be as small as possible, indicating maximum agreement among elements. However, even a tiny Q score may not mean optimal functioning, since all four elements may in fact be relatively undeveloped.

Your Primary Mythical Creature
Water Types
The main strength of the Water types is feeling. The second element indicates the most probable focus for this emotional expression.

Satyr
Water with Earth

Astrologically associated with Scorpio and the Eighth House

Satyr types are warm and sociable but also enigmatic and mysterious. They are sensitive to others� feelings and moods and are extremely insightful and perceptive. They feel a need to relate intimately with others and they often do so through sensual pleasures. However, they also have a tendency to be cautious and guarded and they need to maintain their privacy. This behavior confuses others and makes them appear unpredictable and capricious. They want to control over themselves and others in order to feel secure. They also want to merge with others to feel a sense of unity. They are frequently attracted to art and design, especially if it involves the natural world. They have a deep love of nature. They are imaginative and enjoy combining their creative urges with sensual pleasures in a productive way.

Your Shadow Creature
Air Types
All the Air types have problems relating to irrationality and trust. The weakest element indicates the main focus of these problems.

Firebird
Air and Fire

This shadow is intolerant and unforgiving and prone to revenge for imagined slights using passive aggression. In the absence of a moderating factor they are at the mercy of transient emotional states. A sense of inferiority leads to overcompensation. They lack motivation and are prone to apathy. At the same time they want to have control over others so that they can play the autocrat and enjoy the fruits of other people�s labor and claim credit for their accomplishments. They unreasonably expect the worst from people and consequently get it as a self-fulfilling prophesy. Their logic is faulty and self-defeating. The biggest obstacle of weak Fire is to overcome anger and aggression; the biggest obstacle of weak Air is to overcome prejudice and ignorance.

Magical Personality Quiz

WhEe! managed to 'save' my pvt bloggie. the template was so screwed up previously hahaa... change of URL address. those who noes, please take note. *wink*

teachers in TP simply CAN'T let us rest until the very last day of school. damnit!
i'm having a presentation today and hopes everything goes well. can't be stuffed with any last minute cock ups.
i've kinda busy lately... as in VERY busy lately so i couldn't blog much.
i'll start blogging more once all these projects are done with.
*sigh*

Pink:
You see the world in bright pink. The world is a
happy, happy place! You love all people and
things!! Life is great! You're just like a
happy child. Spread the cheer.
*this quiz was made by Sara
What color do you see the world in?
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Saturday Stuff
tried wearing that working shoe out today to get it 'comfy'. end up having my legs aching like heck. it's heels are kinda too high and well, working shoes can't be any better. they all SUX. stupid heels.

got back from wilfred's hse today. was pretty grouchy when i first met him cos i heard the news about not being able to find someone's hse to prepare for the presentation slides. thank god it got resolved and i got less moody. was disturbing wilfred in the afternoon when he got drowsy and wanted to sleep. i kept on making lotsa noise and wiggled all over the place irritating him hahaha then he wrestle and head butt me. (@_@)

i'm deleting my project blog already since it served it's purpose hehe. now i'm converting it to a blog for fred and i. the URL will be changed but not yet cos i'm still 'renovating it'. juz changed neo's blog add. din realise it changed till juz now. haha.

Neutral:
Harmony and balance is key. You don't look at the
world in a negative or positive way and you'll
never judge or assume a situation- you just
look at the facts. People like you are peaceful
and accepting.
What color do you see the world in?
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finally done with all my reports. juz printing alone was tedious man. all our contents were already done haha. i even came to school at 9am in the morning! hardcore right? cos i scared can't get a comp and right now i'm sitting the computer lab waiting for shaikha and jeremy to type finish their CS2 RJ before going off to ultra supplies to bind our reports. lolz it's 1PM and although we finished earlier on, i still have to sit here and wait for them so wait lo.. anyway submission time is before 5PM hahahaha.. stupid thing was also my disk got corrupted. *sigh*

now my stress for reports are gone, the next thing to worry will be the presentations and also, CS2 roleplay and summarative test. i still think it's very lame. haiz.

i slept only 4.5 hours last night... rushing the report and RJ with shaikha.. tiring man... wilfred didn't sleep at all and called me at about 7 something in the morning. he wanted to tell me something. stupid boi. stayed up just to tell me something hahahaha but the something sure is impt. he got the date for him to go NS already and it's in June. haiz duno shld be sad or shld be angry. that mean the other half of my june hols i hav to spend alone liao... sian LAR!
me and shaikha spent a looooooong day in wendy's house doing the editing and sorting out for appendices... i was playing with the dog hahaha mum says she'll get a dog once my poly finish!! WAH! doggie! *bounce ard*
i hardly had time for wilfred yesterday and could only call him at about 2 in the morning. imagine dat. terrible.

jere n shaikha juz left my hse... was doing project at my house.
we already printed our CRM project out... mebbe tmr after showing wendy n ann we'll go submit it...
tomorrow's another long day.
was printing the appendix and project in school today.
the stupid bitch (lily lim) spoilt my day again. heck it. wanted to slap her sial.
all was going well with the printing of the appendices UNTIL one bastard who press "print" even though he OBVIOUSLY can see that we're printing things.
end up my SPSS tabulations get printed over with his crap and i had no copies of it muz go photostep frm my cc appendices. blardi arsehole.

Tuesday Stuff
ok. just to keep you updated on WHY my day was so freakin hectic. i was in school at about 10 in the morning of which sadly, i had stomachache while in the bus and i SWEAR it's the stupid KFC dat caused it cos apparently jeremy and shai who ate it too had stomachache. anyway, i was in the bus trying to move as little as i could cos it hurts and causing it to hurt more will spell dire consequences. cos it's a 'diarrhoea' kinda tummyache. i reached school and met ann, wendy, and shai at the lab and can't quite find any free comps so we had to settle for free access lab and had our stuff checked and prepared. basically all else was fine except one thing which worries the shit out of me. Yes. All but Yvonne is here. EVEN jere is on the way already but there's no way i could contact Yvonne cos apparently her hp seems pretty dead. no one is picking it up. only till later part of that hour did i finally decide to forget abt her and get someone to do her part. eventually i somehow volunteered to do it cos it's not say alot. we hurried into the lab to do our presentation (Tech M project) after terry's grp came out. things were going pretty smoothly and surprisingly i did not panic even the least bit. my leg would usually shake i would feel alittle nervous but strangely, i wasn't like this today. i juz went up, present, talk talk talk, and then sit dwn. real weird. anyway, wendy was loud and clear surpisingly. she's usually very timid. however shai was terribly tensed, hardly even smiling. jere cocked up cos somehow he couldn't remember he's stuff and he said this was his worst presentation ever. Ann had too many pts dwn in her recommendation and we exceeded our time. but heck we pull it through and mr ng said it was fine. gave some qualitative feedback and then we went to have our lunch at norgan vaaz... me, jere n shai onli. the other two girls left. we shared jokes and duno y i juz like it when the 3 of us are together. lotsa things to talk and joke abt and i enjoy hanging out like this. okok then we went to the comp lab 4 where terry and his grp members r in. we settled on a comp at the side and then do our stuff. adel's grp was there too. me n terry was talkin about the CC strategy part and helping adel with hers too. her grp lagging BIG TIME. even spss tabulation not done how bad can things get?! geez.... then suddenly alvin (smart boi), terry (power presenter), me (duno wad), and adel (pretty ger) crowded ard and was discussing how to do the CC. i feel weird like all the brainy all come together talk abt strategy hahahaha... quite cool though like especially when you know your stuff and have stuff to say. then i had to pay attention to wad i was telling them and keep and eye on shai and answer her qns. wah multi tasking can die man! anyway our grp was preparing the appendix for CRM cos it's done already as in the final report is done so we can basically print it on wednesday. and then..... next we're preparing the CC report tml. juz editing left and alot of appendix to sort. the website was more impressive than the previous round. well at least jere did a better job this time. let's hope dat things proceed smoothly for us to finish this last two weeks of our sch and we can all enjoy our holidays already. we've been spending about 5 hours today juz simply sorting out our appendix for CRM haha lotsa reference and stuff we have.. i think we'll die sorting out cus com appendix too hahaha

heard from a friend that NP (or mebbe NYP) is closed cos one student was suspected of SARS.

will be changing my scv cable line to singnet broadband soon. had ppr works but hav to live with it. *sian* juz feeling moody tonight after scolding wilfred off. although i'm prepared with my presentation for tmr i'm feeling pretty fucked up. duno if i'll continue to take it out on him later or not. wish me luck.

What Is Your X Japan Ballad?


You're Martina. You've got opinions and won't
hesitate to voice them. You're strong and
probably loud, but not noisy. You've got funky
tastes in clothes and music, and if you played
an instrument, it'd probably be the bass
guitar.
Another name for you is Shauna, but that name is a
slightly more feminine, and will affect your
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just got home from wendy's house not long ago... was playing with her poodle which looks more like a lamb hahahha. somehow it's afraid of jeremy cos it refused to let jere touch him and barks non-stop. it fell asleep on my lap although i did attempt to kacau it a few times and have it bark like mad at me hahahhaa... i keep calling it 'siao eh' for fun. we did the powerpoint slides for the tech m presentation i'm having tomorrow. haiz. feel so leh ceh about doing a presentation. told my mum about me wanting to dye my fringe and she seems pretty ok with and was even talking to me about which hairdresser i shld go to..i very sleepy now sia.. anyway, having the whole grp at wendy's hse was pretty fun lah.. then we ordered KFC too... makan over at her place like pigs haha even bought two comics juz before i took a bus over to wendy's hse and we were there at about 1 plus in the afternoon... left at 6 plus and was chatting away with jeremy in the bus.

i'm gonna reply to twit's email later.. now i rest abit first cos very tired... sleepy lah duno y... now i'm watching this live performance clip by Robbie William. i love his performance and i think he singing is fantastic and his live performance is very good and also, that "bad boy" thingy sure does jingle my bones haha. can't deny the fact that i get very attracted to him cos of his looks, cheeky nature and .......CHEST HAIR WAHAHHAHA..... alright dat sounds strange but then again, i always didn't quite like men with chest hair but for him, it's an exception. hee *shh* dun let my secret out to fred. i managed to dig some secrets out of him yesterday hehe and he's gotta PAY for them. but... nvm hee for me to know. now i'm watching this celebrity pet thingy geez this ppl really mad one. spend like sooo much money on their dogs and cats and watever.... i mean do mean ALOT of money.

Sunday Stuff
Wilfred and i went out to orchard today to walk walk hahaha then played some pool.... lost lah as usual but then i won him ONE game lah... eh no... two hahaha..... before we played pool we went to buy some snacks. had takopachi, i had bacon he had prawn, then i bought sushi hehehehe then i bought bacon sticks. was even tempted to buy spring chicken back for dinner and cook rice at wilfred's hse heehee! okok then we sit at the step there and makan. after pool and all, me and fred went back to Queenstown. and not forgetting, before playing pool and all the snacking, we met sano they all outside Taka.

while me n fred at his hse we were chatting in the room about quite alot of things. we were discussing about whether he should sign on and sign on ask what and what to do when he sign on e.g. study bla bla.. then we went on to talking about how jeremy (my classmate) told me that he had no affection for his gf when he had a crush on my classmate (ages ago)... what i wondered is how come no more? so i asked wilfred when he got distracted by lynn, did he not love me anymore? he say no. just confused. cos afterall she was his old flame. yes true... but you can't make me like her even now and even the mere mentioning of her name makes me feel edgy. ANYWAY, back to topic, we chatted and lied on his bed like girl school girls lidat haha stomach downwards and reading the letter i wrote to him when he told me about his distraction "then". it was in the morning when he called me to tell me about it and it was that morning when i wrote that letter.. met him in the afternoon and it was only after he read my letter did he decide that he will banish the thought of Lynn out of his mind and his thought was "i can't leave her cos she love me so much...." oh well, nearly cried but held it back.. now he's on the phone telling me that he had the same emotional surge as when i agreed to be his gf. at that time i couldn't even believe he asked. thought it was some practical joke. haha

then we ended the convo and went outside to the nearby store to makan. or rather, he makan. hehe.... as we walked we were discussing about my project and the group members and then also talk about what a ideal grp would be bla bla...

me bringing the Collon strawberry to school tomorrow to share with jere and shai tomorrow.. hehehehe from Japan one... fred's dad bought it.. then i called jere to tell him about it but cos i was using fred's hp hehe so i forgot to say that it's ME and then started off blabbering about the collon tidbit and jere was so baffled and ask me who i am!! then i say it's ME lah then he like so shocked hahaha cos he say how come i talk like so cute lidat dun sound like me. =___=

btw i forgot to mention, cos ivan called me suddenly and say in teenage mag got one ger look like me.... NO WAY MAN!

and also i was thinking that after the whole school thingy is done and over and i'm into my holiday, i'm gonna trim my hair abit and most importantly, trim my fringe. i wanna cut my fringe until abit chin length cos it's very long now and then make it fall down infront and then dye the fringe. yeah u heard me right, dye my hair. only the fringe... in shades of brown. hehehehe... we'll see. i'll start buggin my mum.

wilfred had his hair cut today. so short now but it made he look more alert and like small boi wahhaha.... but somehow he looks better lah. he really "ah-ma" killer sial.. go cut hair only oso can chat up with the auntie who is cutting his hair until she seem to like him alot lolz. cos the way fred talk is like very nice like that.. then the auntie go about telling him all sorts of things. @_@

so boring..... stupid SARS.. make me scared wherever i go hahaha cos i had to sit in MRT and also bus.. my aunt even called me up to warn me about it and say dun go here dun go there bla bla bla.. *sian*

japanese class was pretty ok. walked into bugis junction to take mrt but before that i passed by this shop and the clothes inside i like alot but it's bound to burn my wallet thoroughly so... i think i'll wait till i have SIP (attachment) then go and plan wad i want to buy. Two things i'm already considering to save up my salary for is a laptop and a decent discman. i'm gonna buy lotsa clothes cos i feel so pathetic now havin no money haha...

Mid-Sem Test Results
Customer Communication: A
Technologies of Marketing: A
Customer Relationship Management: B
Client Based Project 1: C

*sigh* end up the only C i had is a high C and i could've gotten B with mebbe a mark or two. that is so frustrating.

i got scolded by my classmates cos i say tech m results out and when they check, mr ng say not out till next week. wahahaha... *strangles patricia* anyway, i had to go to school at 10am in the mornin to attend small group tutorials for customer communication. supposed to show her my strategy plan for the project and i managed to complete it yesterday myself. *phew* apparently mrs wu recommended sureen's grp to consult me and terry for help if they want cos they are not doing too well. apparently i think they are still confused with the concept on how to go about doing the strategy. terry was complimented to have come up with a very good plan that is very congruent.. "what's congruent?"... and mine was as good cos of the details but alittle mechanical. ~_~ "what's dat too?" hahaha

apparently i having some prob with the proj again. shaikha's dwn with fever, jere's overtensed ~_~ and doc gav him stabilisers and medicine to eat, ann's family having some major prob, yvonne is M.I.A one so......*RARGH* left me n wendy xiang yi wei ming... so pathetic hahaha heng the project not too far near completion. Hey! juz clearing some air, I DIDN'T OVERWORK MUH MEMBERS! *innocent look*

i'll rest awhile before starting work. damn tired haiz.. my japan fren said something like "mata nihon no mono wo okurimasu" Hey does dat mean she's giving me prezzie? *excited*

solli.. do do do until i forgot the main reason for this entry.

ok guys this link is a link to a personal site done by a guy about his r/s. damn romantic and i'm surprised with his memory lolz` my fren say he spoil the market for other guys cos wad he did is such a perfect bf thing haha. have fun.
December 5th
a never ending story

I juz go n download another whole lot of things. one is for toilet. new shower and then wall and floor and end table and wall light hehehe total new look. got these downloads from a website. and also i revamped my sims kitchen like totally with new counter and wall ppr and flooring and stuff like that. one prob. my maid is stuck again and this time it's stuck in the kitchen for some strange reason and IF ANYONE DO KNOW HOW TO SOLVE IT, please please please tell me. i'll be very grateful. my kitchen so nice end up one maid standing there. sux man. btw, you can view my sims kitchen in my yahoo pic album.

tsk. how bad can things get with war and SRA?
my body is switching from hot to cold for some weird reason.
pat is sick, jere is sick, shai is sick. none with sra of course *i hope* juz lack of slp frm the project doing.
heard dat all primary sch's closed. bryan's sec 4 but he's on official holiday too. sch reopen in april 6th. sheesh....
One infected girl leads to 5 missing rows of student
yep. one guangzhou girl got infected but apparently she didn't know about it and went to school as usual. now it spreads like wild fire.

juz finished doing the strategies for cus com myself. jere did halfway and went home cos he looks like he's dying and sick. thank god my mind have a concept already. we were so freaking confused previously and i even chatted with terry (my classmate) for one hour on the phone last night to discuss about how to go about doing this part of the project.

*looks back n forth for things to do*
oh yes. my website project is in abit of a crappy shape cos of the lousy help we have but haiz... we'll see wad we can save about it..

alrighty.... go and relac one corner now.

Singtel stinks. they have so little ringtones and even so, the webpage was done up so suckily. i checked out the starhub site and they got so damn many ringtones and so nice somemore. *rargh* so mani tones wan to dl cannot dl.. !#@#$%%$^

daddy stinks too. owes mum money, bills yet paid and still dare to play 4D. never kana scold frm me yet butt itchy liao.

BIRBY! *hugs* birby. *looks ard* MINE.mine.mine.mine.mine! hehehe i wonder if any of you know who i'm talkin abt but NeVeRmInD~ heehee

got woken up at about 5AM in the mornin by that silly goose of mine feelin all sad and guilt-ridden over the lost of some money. after sch go sayang him. =)

This is an ultra cool website. the idea of how the site was done is simply creative beyond words. u guys shld check it out. but it might get confusing when navigating ard the site. all else, it's cool. Pixel Museum

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juz got back from the doctor from Raffles Hospital.
holy cow and the bill cost eighty plus plus... *wah kaoz*
i had some stupid food poisoning crapshit that had me going in and out of toilet with diarrhoea for the past three days and today it got worse. woke up at 10 only to go to toilet. went back to sleep and woke up only at about 3pm then diarrhoea again. went in and out of the toilet a few times till mum gave me a pill to stop it. was doing my crm project and other project until the real torture sets in. i had some bad contractions on my stomach. at first it came like a sudden thunderstorm in my stomach lasting about 3 seconds. frequency was about once every 10 - 15minutes. then as the day passes by it got worse. till about 9plus it became so painful and frequent it hits me every two to three minutes or so. my dad was already freaking out asking me if i wan to go see doctor and looking for medicated oil. finally i can't take it anymore and went to hospital with mum.

the doc say i having food poisoning causiing me to have gastric duno what, slight fever of 37.9 degree and diarrhoea. =___=
so troublesome. muz eat so many pills and had injection too. i all the while not afraid of injections but this one is DAMN PAIN. u can feel the stupid medication flowing against your tissues inside and suddenly contracting onto your muscle leaving it in pain and numbness. now i juz popped 4 pills and is feeling drowsy haha

Addicted to downloading patches for sims already hahaha

Stuff i downloaded:
1. Pepsi Machine (loads of choices for drinks and you can kick the machine to let the drinks fall out somemore hahaha)
2. Wall light Pack
3. Telephone Upgrade (allows you to chat on the phone)
4. Sims nude patch (hahaha.... juz to satisfy my curiousity)
5. Topless Maid (i'm going nuts haha my maid is walkin around with exposed breasts)

I wanted to download a barbie bed for my sims kids but then the fella's bandwith is too slow hahaha tmr then i go dl. moreover, previously i think i dl frm wrong person and nearly kana virus. thank god it got repaired.

Check out the Pictures i took *hehe*
Pepsi Machine
Drinkin Root Beer
Drinkin Mountain Dew
Chatting on the phone

Make sure you guys try this. Me n Fred both tried it and the results kinda left us baffled hahaha i wonder how come can happen lidat. Try Ya!?

OUT TO DINNER MATHEMATICS

This is pretty neat how it works out.

DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST

It takes less than a minute.......

Work this out as you read.
Don't cheat and read the bottom until you've worked through it!
This is fun!

1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to have dinner out. (try for more than once but less than10)

2. Multiply this number by 2 (Just to be bold)

3. Add 5. (for Sunday)

4. Multiply it by 50 - I'll wait while you get the calculator................

5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1753.... If you haven't, add 1752..........

6.. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born.


You should have a three digit number ...
The first digit of this was your original number
(I.e., how many times you want to have eat out each week.)
The next two numbers are...


YOUR AGE! (Oh YES, it IS!!!!!)
THIS IS THE ONLY YEAR (2003) IT WILL EVER WORK, SO SPREAD IT AROUND WHILE IT LASTS. IMPRESSIVE, ISN'T IT?

i'm sinking into depression again. feel bored abt life. sick about many things and plain sad. just for no obvious reason i feel sadness in me. i need a break.

freakin hate my grades.

me sitting in wilfred's brother's room listening to some stupid heavy metal song by metalica. =____=
rarghhhh..... *head explodes*
no body loves me anymore... my webbie bbs is dead.... my shoutbox is dead.... all is dead..... *dies*
btw i slept 5.5hr AGAIN *rargh* i feel so stuck to the bed when i woke up this morning.. drifted back to slp thinking that mum wakin me up was all but a dream wahaha but couldn't pull that off with mum ard.. she will make me know that it's not a dream with her naggings hahaha....

went to school and was late for my class quiz. the subject was client p. i went to the wrong level and i forgot which classroom was it at. i met patricia on the way along but wasn't able to talk much cos i was late and rushing so i had so bye n run off real quick. bumped back into her and yk outside their classrms but still, i haven't found my classrm and so i had to run. i ran to the fourth flr and finally! saw renjie and simon standing outside. alright... i wasn't too late afterall... i went in and sat dwn immediately writing away on wad surprised me was my fantastic memorization of wad Ann wrote for me abt Giordano haha.... din noe how i managed to remember them but i revised them only this morn in the bus and now i'm writing away talkin even about the size of tops and jeans they offer. lucky me. i hav grp member workin in Giordano hahaha... we had to write a description of their marketing mix (price/product/people/promo/place) and then give recommendations for them. when i was done i left and went upstairs to the teacher's office to check out my client-p mid-sem results. it sucked. i had a freak C!! can u imagine that? C!?!? ME!? i was pretty shocked cos i was confident abt the ppr. i went to find mr leng and ask him y i got a C. not mad with anger of course. juz ask. he bring me back to his office and we discussed abt it cos he also wondering y i got that grade. then i realised i made two MAJOR careless mistakes that pulled my grades dwn. besides that, the rest of the qns i answered v well and even tho i had C, it was a very high C meaning that perhaps with a mark or two i would've had B. this is infuriating man lolz. one or two marks. how bad can that get? somemore it's some stupid mistake. we chatted more although in btwn i DID cry but it's not abt the grades anymore. juz some issues that made me feel emo lah but heck it 's over and leng was a gd guy and can listen very well with a very gd attitude. that made him a whole lot better and NICER that that bitch. bitch who? Lily Lim but of course. who else. hypocrite, bitch. dun like her and in fact i hate her. she's juz so fake.

me n shai stayed back to print our CRM IJ cos i finished mine yest and brought to sch to print along with jere's. shai had to attend her couz's wedding reception yes. she said her couz is v rich and 32. both her husband and her is highly educated and been dating since 18!! it's like..WOW! she say there were rose petals lined up frm the car park till the steps and everything was beautiful and in case you guys didn't know, yesterday was 20.03.2003 so that makes it a double 2003 hahaha... anyway we managed to print finish and submit our crm ij. we handed up our portfolio already yesterday although the date is today hahaha kiasu lah we anyway we done with the CS2 assignment too. sureen's posting it up later. *phew* finally all the mad assignments that fall in for today is handed up. siao one leh suddenly all the dates fall into one. can die of exhaustion. next week submit tech m report liao. *sigh*

OH YES! and by the way, good news!! or at least good news for me. i received an email in my sch account frm someone i duno but with an art entry and he/she was askin me to put it in my fanart. it's like..... WhEe! u noe my fanart is always solely supported by my frenz.. now there's this guy/gurl whom i don't know and is keen... so keen he or she is so cute. sent me 3 emails in total. first said i have a fanart pic for you! and a picture. second email says the nick. then mebbe paranoia drove the fella into sending a third email with the word 'i have a fanart for you', the picture AND the nick name hahahaha.....

insufficient sleep... less than 6 hours for the past few days i think i'm dying hahaha go to school with a brain half clear and worse off... i'm havin a quiz at 9 AM later... how sial... anyway watching tv right now... there's this lady who's married..talking to 'xiao yan jie' with her mum. this lady is supposedly married.. one of those reputable taiwan family where dad is strict etc her mum is into art and international dancing but then again, the lady is so pretty and fair and looks so regal to me and she look pretty young but got two child sial!! *stun*

yesterday the internet connection for MY computer, SUX big time. i almost couldn't connect for quite some time and worse is i'm rushing my assignment and need to access to internet resources. irritating man.

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i'm so damn busy with the stupid projects lately that my brain is starting to malfunction. had a day off and went to meet wilfred instead of doing my projects. need to relax man but even so, i took the wrong mrt train dwn to toa payoh instead of queenstown and din realise i'm on the wrong train even when i heard 'newton'.
shit.
anyway, i enjoyed being with wilfred... for the past few days i could only manage some small entries... by the way this is for wednesday yah. this entry. i came home late and lazy. i had to go to school early tmr cos class starts at 9 but i'm not asleep yet. *sigh* i think i better go catch some sleep now. cya all..

New picture drawn up today!!! hehehe..... new pic

i juz downloaded two songs and man..... I SIMPLY LOVE THE CALLING! their songs r so nice, and i love the lead singer's voice!!!
right now i'm blasting juz two songs repeatedly on my comp. one chinese and english but both very catchy and nice. but not popsy for course.

.::Over Played Songs::.
1. The Calling - For you.mp3
2. Li Xin Jie - Ai Cuo.mp3

Today gotta stay back in school for project.. apparently shai's mum changed their trip to bangkok to this fri but they'll be back sometime on sunday so it doesn't bother me anymore hehehe...

i'm juz real darn pissed cos my sims to start being faulty. the maid wun leave. she juz stands there after payment. not even if u fire or dismiss her and then she'll keep walking into the toilet wall. sim friends dun come over even if i called them and this is all happening to my fav sim family. DAMM IT! anyway u guys remember L.A.Boyz? that hip hop grp last time with 3 abc guys. anyway the second guy now is into serious rapping in the taiwan industry and out quite sometime already..... temporarily forget his name but yest i saw his elder bro having a song out too! i think he's name is Jeff and the mtv was pretty cool as in funny n stuff lidat... and there was this kid rapper... small kid who raps damn fast in hokkien and chinese mix (like taiwan rap lah) and then quite power... very strange mtv. hehe
gotta dash for sch now.. later got small grp tutorial.. ciao

Juz centralized all my photo's on Yahoo! Photo. HeHe sorta a cold site for my photos incase anything cocks up at home.
You guys can actually locate it in the future frm the links on the right of the blog.
Yahoo! Photo Album

went to school early and end up not being able to find a lab to print my stuff cos it's so damn packed but in the end managed to find one place in the free access lab although i hate using free access lab alot. it's laggy, sux, and corrupts my disks. but i so happened to meet huimin and wendy there though.. lolz. huimin seems to have put on alittle weight. we had to hand in an individual journal today.. *sigh* and after printing my stuff i went to class and the teacher wanted to see a draft of our report so me n shai went dwn to the lab again to print out the report. after that the teacher commented quite alot on the format (CRM REPORT) and said that we could change the format according to the whichever way best fits us so long as it is flowing enough as a whole.

lolz now on discovery channel got the new mac computer commercial with mini-me and the china NBA player. funny pair lolz`

was having a good talk with mum and we sorta manage to come to an agreement that although i'm willing to be guai for the sake of not having them to worry all these while, it's time for me to start being able to enjoy myself and my time in the sense that i should not be restricted with my time of coming home. i want to be able to come home at wee hours without having them constantly wait for me or have my dad with a grumpy expression. i assured them that i'm sensible enough to choose the appropriate transportation home and i can take care of myself.

was typing quite a few assignments out juz now. my eyes are getting blurry...

saw crystal kay's mtv this morning. her voice is damn good but know what? she not pretty. she looks kinda weird infact. what's more, is that when i checked her website, she's not even japanese!!! lolz` her dad is american and her mum is korean and she look like a mix black and she's born in japan. complicated man. her real name is crystal kay williams. sounds pretty cool rite?

i downloaded sim's hotdate at wilfred's house but damnit. the thing can't work properly. sux man... i really wanted to play it. but i did get to know some cheat codes haha
ctrl+alt+shift+c then key klapaucius for 1000 more money, interest to change interest of sims, autonomy (0 - 100) for sim's ability to conduct behaviour of their own. and a couple of more stuff which i lazy to remember hahaha sian sia tmr muz go sch liao.... *sigh*

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*sigh*
tot no one would've noticed and i could like slack a few hours off before filling up this "booked" slot but oh no no no.. dear pat puts a comment there and i hav to fill it up. can never escape pat's supersonic eyes. *hehehehez* i kinda sleepy right now after reading the crm report shaikha edited.. going cocked eye soon.. time now is actually 1.18AM for saturday oh well but who cares lolz i'm gonna talk about friday's stuff anyway..

i was playing with my Sims this noon when i woke up. my 'Chng Family' now has a daughter and a baby son. hahahah man! is the son noisy to the core.. always cry.. stupid kid. i was supposed to meet up with wilfred at 3:30pm at first... at orchard spinelli (Heeren) there but then end up change time to 3:45pm cos he say he might be late.. end up we both early and was there at 3:30 hahaha mad sial... anyway, cos fred came first so i had to go into HMV to find him and cos i havent eaten for the day and is starving, i was wondering where on earth i can go eat cos i wan a good meal.. first fred brought me to cine and i was lookin at KFC with 'much' interest hehehe but then not really worth it lah. so expensive yet the chicken sho small.. so i went to yoshinoya... then think think think and wilfred ask if i might wan MOS burger instead so i stood there and think think think for a couple of minutes and turned around, dragging wilfred to Taka hahahaha..

we went in and got lost awhile (all wilfred's fault) and finally found our way to the basement. we went to the food corner and there was this osaka food fair.. juz a few food stalls held for the food fair with stuff like sweet potato cake, red bean cakes, takopachi look-a-like things, udon noodle store... bla bla WAH all damn nice ne!!! so tempted to buy but so expensive so end up bought $3 worth of sweet potato cake and strips mix (very little onli) and a piece of red bean cake with green tea coverings that cost me $1.80. all these were not bad for eating but i wouldn't buy it a second time though hahaha abit will get tired of them.. duno y mouth itchy.. see wad wan to eat wad. anyway we went to mos burger.. he had spicy something burger with large fries and coke, i had teriyaki rice with peach tea. tasted pretty gd! we went on to going outside taka cos fred wanted a smoke. then he told me abt the raise in ciggie price... now marlboro is ten bucks man. siao. but that's not the brand he buy so nvm. we went back into taka cos i wanted to buy pore pack. went into guardian pharmacy and 'shopped' around. bought clean & clear oil blotters and biore pore pack. was tempted to by biore oil control but nvm no money hahaha...

not long later terry called fred up and say wanna meet. fred say v long nvr get to see him so bo bian. meet lo... i wanted to go fred hse and nap cos v tired but anyway, today's outing was pretty enjoyable so i guess, the meeting was gd. fred had a round of pool game with terry at mambo.. i was bored so i feel asleep throughout their game and only til they finished, did wilfred call me. haha... leyi came and met up with us later part of the evening. he n terry went over to lido dwnstairs the supermarket to buy sushi and eat. wah kao they bought alot man... sashimi lah.. dolphin lah duno wad lah.... in the supermarket we were jokin ard and leyi was talkin to me n fred n stuff like that... he even commented that i became prettier! *WhEe* then went on to saying that my hair is longer. he is a very keen observer and glib talker. lolz made me happy of course but wun be thinkin abt it too much lolz cos he's juz sucha person and that's how he alwaiz get his girls. damn pro one k? he approach a ger on the street and can get liao. now he's hair abit sux lolz cos army but he used to be very nice lookin. long hair and rather fair complexion. u're jaws will drop literally. they were going 'bing bong' the whole time for duno wad stupid reason.. muz be some crazy taiwan programme.. something abt doing things together i think.. we went out to delifrance where the two of them feast on their sushi and while i was staring into space i noticed leyi lookin at me for a moment. continued staring into space pretending i didn't know but he's still lookin. then he lets out a laugh and say i very cute. =___=" mad guy. he say i 'chun, xia, qiu, dong' (four seasons) past liao still there and even witnessed all the gf he had before... then when i offered them tissue, leyi look at me with his mouth bloated with food and look at me. then very dramatically say he so touched that other ppl gf so nice to him. i think he really go ns go until siao liao.

we went to far east and walk around after they eat finish and went to level one. they bought ice cream that cost about $6 each man!!!! ki siao... terry eat until terrible. mouth all covered with chocolate look like as if kena poisoned. they all were busy lookin at girls at level one hahahha...

when they finished their ice cream we walked back to heeren and then on the way they saw a few nice cars, and got crazy over a car they say is 'lambogini' or something similar to what i mentioned.. i duno much abt cars but i must say it's damn nice. they say in sg onli got two of these car and until normal circumstances even if u work two life time u can't afford it. =___="

when we in heeren, they went and play arcade.. the initial D racing one the graphic quite nice worr... aiya anyway afterthat we went cine again, they smoked a abit then we went home already.

now i'm home feeling down moments ago. juz feel very dwn suddenly and kept crying.
ppl used to ask me.
why u dun watch news?
why u read comics?
why u like to watch drama so much?
Ans?
cos news depicts the reality of life.. wars and such
cos comics brings me out into the world of imagination
cos drama shows me life of which i dun nid to experience to know and see

i'm juz a sadist by nature. lolz

right now i'm feeling better after talkin to fred about this.

Me: if u ever leave me, a part of me will juz die away
Him:if u ever leave me..
Him:i will juz die away
Him:serious
Him:slowly but surely
Me: but you said you'll move on?
Him:hahaha...
Him:easier said than done?

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Thou who speaks, is ignorant.
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alrighty... went to school today (thursday).. alrite alrite... YESTERDAY... damn.. wuz home late hahaha alrite i was in sch doing some project meeting thingy with Ann and Wendy and they sorta show me what they done, and i show them what i done and then i delegate some stuff for them to do. Couldn't reach shaikha since yesterday... no replies.. she dun msg back neither does she call back.. duno wassup with her or her grandma cos the last time she did reply, she said her grandma weren't doing too well. hope everything is fine. Jeremy WAS supposed to do the website today but end up never. idiot. say he's gonna get it done tmr. he better, or i'll skin him alive.

hmm.. my eyelids r closing.. wahahaha.... alrite. Ann is a lady with alot of characther i must say! i like her man! (i not les k!) altho she younger than me but i so scared she scold me wahahhaa cos i very loh li loh so sometimes (long-winded). aiyoh today irc char si lang (noisy)... all talkin non stop hahaha i cant concentrate on my stuff..

i went to find wilfred after school...we sorta ended at 2 plus since ann rushing off to protect her bf frm potential rival hahahaha me n wendy went to bookshop to get some stuff before going home.... wendy ultra kiasu k.... bought and stuffed 6 packets of seaweed into her bag... liao eh...

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sweet wilfred rushed to school to find me today. he reached sometime about 3PM. juz a few minutes later. i end up being in school since about 1PM doing my crm report and it was tiring. wilfred came and at least, that made things much easier to get by. my support is here. i started up another computer for him to use and as he waited, he soon told me that he have yet eaten anything so i accompanied him to biz park to have lunch. i had cutlet and him, terrible. he came back with a huge plate filled up with char siew, tao kua, egg and chicken and alot of things and ate like a piggy. mouth all dirty. had to buy tissue for him. he can be such a baby sometimes and even sneaked me a cheeky grin when i chided him. went back to the lab to continue with my work. tired as usual and this time round, fred chided me for workin myself too hard. =P say i stupid ger. heheh cos i dwn there type and type and do more than i should and it was 5++PM when i finally finish. we went off to TM to walk around cos he had cravings for ice-cream. even said he sounded like a pregnant woman cos of his cravings hahahaha anyway, we got what he wanted and settled down at macs for a drink. walked around and pretty soon it's 7PM already. both of us were pretty tired so after sitting around outside TM we both walked towards the MRT and bus interchange respectively and parted our ways.. *sigh*

stuff i completed:

• Cus Com IJ


• Tech M portfolio articles (all three)


• CRM current practices & positve+negative aspect observed


• Tech M IJ (half done)


• Client-P report (except conclusion)

i think i'm nuts for doing so much within juz a week. really become workoholic liao.
website's gonne be done up by jere so i can't rush that. Tech M report is taken care of.
now what i'm really worried about, is Cus Com Report. Shaikha's havin prob with her grannie and bf and constantly can't meet up and thing's are not done. it's irritating my ass off and RARGhhhhhhh.... this sux. if she goes for that bangkok trip her mum set for her (w/o tellin her), i'll go crazy.

oh yes ya all know about the quiz we had for the infamous criminal? cos they are real ppl i find the descriptions rather sickening yet strange and i'm kpoh so hehe i went and find out about them. really a bunch of sick ppl.
::warning::
if you are not prepared for some sickening stuff please dun read ya

Mary Bell the 11 year old killer
Elizabeth Bathory the vampire who drank the blood of 600 virgin girls

i'm so sleepy... haiz... shaikha shaikha.. stupid girl. sabo me. we were supposed to meet at 11:30AM at the school bus stop cos she wanna have a talk with her bf. at first i said 12PM but she kept saying she's meeting him at 11:45 so alrite, we shall meet at 11:30...

woke up this mornin at 9 by mum when she's supposed to wake me up at 9:30 instead so i went back for a short nap. too tired. then when i got back up and ate and all, i received a message (i juz switched on my hp) and saw shaikha's msg tellin me to meet at 1PM instead... that is like SO late. i could've finished most of my work by then.. haiz.... anyway she juz woke up not long ago as i typed this message so in the end i also have to meet her at 1PM.. sianz.

wilfred's comin over to accompany me later cos i asked him to. at first tot can finish earlier then go out with him... guess cannot liao.. haiz so drowsy now.. *rargh* there's people outside my house doing the lift set up ... haiz.

|| Workoholic ||

i think i can picture myself in the future sitting in front of the comp in my office for 10 hours straight without resting and eating and just typing out my report non-stop. serious. i've been at my comp since about 12PM this afternoon trying to do my CRM project cos i realised that after takin a look at my resource kit, the format looks darn strange and i was in desperate need for verification. then i saw patricia's nick but she's away. messaged her and got replied too but it took longer than normal at first for her to reply cos she's busy with some stuff while i sat infront of the comp dying of anxiety. i was sooooo confused suddenly and felt like as if everything not done yet. then when i finally understood what was needed with the report format and started sorting things out, i began typing. then while doing so i had to help pat with her blog cos she wants to have some changes done with her comments while adeel (india fren) was tellin me about him being dumped by his girl and his r/s prob and i cant leave him in lurch and RARGH!!! one brain use in 3 different ways and everyone of them needs lotsa thinking... *dies of brain overload*

before i knew it, i'm done with my report and it's already 5++ PM and i typed finish the whole chunk of the report leaving only the recommendations and executive summary undone. (one more chunk tmr i'll do). i think i'm mad. how come from nothing, i sat infront of the comp for 5 over hours and end up typing finish half the report? i did the same for Client-P.

juz my stupid nature of not being able to sit still knowing that i can get it done and not get it done and even if i'm supposed to delegate stuff to ppl i end up finishing their part. shoot.

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jia lat!!! y jack the ripper sial!

anyway i went to sch to do project today.. won't say it's proceeding fantastically well but alrite lah got some progress at least. at least the CRM layout was pretty detailed so all i need was to feel it up with more words explaining them...

now fred's being Uncle Agony to Shaikha hahahaha...

i realised i didn't mention something about yesterday.
i was a kinokuniya and my jaws juz dropped. YUZO TAKADA ILLUSTRATION BOOK!
it's like..... OMG!!! you have ANY idea how long i've been buying his comics?
since primary school till now and i'm still buying his comic!! 7 years!!!
when i saw that illustration book before wilfred even know what i'm so excited about,
i grabbed the book and hugged it.
then i look at wilfred.
then he look at me.
the book was so heavy.

What's the price?
i don't know
check..
*chokes*..wah liao.. $118!!!!

i was so so so so so sad!!!!!!

wah lau the book is so nice somemore it's a combination of two!!!
i want!!!!!
so expensive!!!! i kept looking at the book and refuse to look away and stood there for duno how long
until wilfred push me out of kinokuniya....
UWAAAAAAAAAAAAA

RARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! missed the slot by 14 seconds!!! DAMNIT!
alritey, *damn i'm being mr siow no.2* i went to orchard to meet up with fred, technically yesterday. cos it's supposed to be monday now.. anyway, at heeren they were doing this star search thingy but i not interested so when fred came we went up to Annex for a walk and bought some gummi(s) to eat. hehehe i love the coke one! but it makes my jaw cringe haha cos sour.. anyway seems like everyone cant see my picture except yours truly. YAHOO, U SUCK!

i'm havin some bad case of ulcers on both my upper and lower lips... *ouch* and it hurts when fred kiss me. @#%%^$%&
today's another special day for us. hehe.
cos it's our Annivasary!!!! (refering to 09 of March) and now we're together for 1 year and 4 months liao!!! ^___^
cant wait for 1 and half year to come heehee...
my palm muscle there ache like hell man!! someone save me!!! *rargh*

i was supposed to do some research for later hehehe end up havent do yet.. jia lat..
sucha lousy grp leader hahahaha...

juz trying out this cheating method of using Yahoo! Pictures and stealing it's codes hahaha...
here goes. trial *evil grinz*
This is how my new top looks. damn i look fat but i like the top still. my dad say how come i dress like red indian. >__<

Hey Coolie, don't know if you'll be able to check this particular entry but i heard frm twit's tmr's ur bdae?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!

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wah damn sian.
hardly much of anyone i can chat with is online.
the rest seems pretty dead-ish. no replies or boring onez.
*sianz*
i feel kinda sleepy i duno y but i cant go slp yet cos gotta bathe 1st.

actually this paragraph aint here. i added it in onli last minute after i typed finish this whole lot lolz` but i couldn't help it cos i read everyone else's blog and came across pat's. with my name innit. pretty stunned after reading it. cos it juz makes me kinda floaty ya noe lolz`? that's the way fred alwaiz describe his feeling when someone praise him or somesort. it juz makes me wonder... how you can make someone's day brighter, with juz a simple line of "u feelin alrite?". one line that simply expresses my concern towards her cos i see her so sad after the test.. so i couldn't help but ask. tot i would've been sucha a lousy fren if i didn't lolz`. the thing is, one line can make a person think so much is rather amazing. mebbe i'll take up human psychology next time nyahaha.. juz remember, show it when u do feel concerned. nothing is 'redundant' when u care. *wink*

Saturday Stuff
japanese class was alrite but kinda dull.
the sensei alittle dramatic which makes her kinda cute
but she's not young or look "kireii" or "kawaii" that kind.
she's rather fierce though.

i wonder how long can this pictures of mine last in the entries
since ranchoweb is not gonna let us free-load their pix hosting no more...

i was about to walk to the mrt to go fred hse when i passed by Dano
there was a bunch of women there and i saw them holding up a top
a top which i would love to buy and the kind i like...
but they were hovering around like bees.. all 3 of em...
so i went to Mac first and bought my nuggets *hehez* with 2 bucks
then turned back to the shop to get the top.
i immediately grabbed the two colours that caught my liking
hay brown and blue.
there were other colours of course.
white, black, red and purple
anyway i thought the blue one not outstanding so i got the other.
mebbe i'll take pic show u all or wad lah.
abit can see through though.. so if i wear dark coloured bra haha
then can see liao.
also, it has this frilly stringy threads at the bottom.
overall this top/sweater/wadever look like handknit that kind.
NiCe~! wear to sch someday. duno can anot.
later catch me say i too 'exposed' hahahaha

i went fred hse and it was a 'special' day. for us hehehez
himitsu dayo! iienai... nyahahaha
we all went to IKEA after that to walk walk
we bought a candle (strawberry!!!!) and batteries.
then we went to buy hot dog and left after that.
we were about to board the bus lah actually but then i dragged him to Anchor Pt.
end up we two walk walk halfway and i realised he forgot to take the candle and stuff
we chiong back to IKEA onli to find that it's gone.
fred was abit kanchiong liao lah then he ask the cleaner if he picked up our stuff.
when he say no i dragged fred over to the cashier
they ask us go to the security office to find out
heng. we found it!!!! *nyahahahaha*
then when we got home i was teaching coolie some japanese....
and then talked to tetsu and zero abit...
zero abit bit loner sial... haiz.. but he can b very cute.
anyway, before i went home, me n fred had a round of 'wrestling'
and was fighting hahaha tickling and everything lah... like kids lidat...

isshoni no ha... 1 nen 4ka gatsu da.. nagai ne..
atashi ha kare no tonarini, itsumo kodomo no you ni shiteta...
tokidoki kare ni gakkari shita... demo hontouno kimochi ha...
kare ni daremo iiyada.... kare dake hoshii.. dakara ima cho shiawase na kimochi motteiru...
tokidoki kodomo no you ni asonde, ii na...
kono you ni ippai hito ha sonna kankei ga hoshii..
atashi ha mitsuketa..

Friday Stuff
|| Last Day of Tests!!!!!!!! ||

pardon my late entry once again but ladies and gentlemen! here i am announcing,
THE END of my tests muahahahahahaha....
wah feel so shiok. hahahaha come to think of it, it's pretty alrite although
we all thought this paper will be the killer paper cos it's about technology and all lah.
but then now that i think about it, i think CRM (yest's ppr) was harder.
cos i messed up and there's ALOT to write.
today one onli 3 questions. essay ones and one is 20marks qns the others, 15marks.
i went out to find wilfred straightaway and so happen to sit in the same bus as shaikha.
*hehez*
niwaes, i went to cck to find wilfred cos he's painting his old hse
but he finished earlier than expected and before i reach, he's oredi done
so i went to LOT 1 first to eat and macdonald hahaha
as usual, i had my McCrispy, spicy one.
AND, i bought 4 comic books!!! wahahha...
so shiok. v long nvr buy comics lidat liao.
the most comic bks i bought at one shot is 6 bks wahahaha..

okie dokie. guys click here, to check out on the new photo i took
of the figurines i bought. hehehe damn real one k. bottom of the page yah.

oh yes forgot to mention, i watced "Chicago" liao.
i knew catherine zeta jones is inside, i noe richard gere is innit too,
but lil` did i know that that "bridget jones' gurl was the one acting as Roxie.
hahahhaha cos she slim down so much. gee...
strange but then she bcome so flat chested leh... aiyo
hmmm basically this movie is meant to be a musical so there's lotsa singing
abit strange lah but not bad loh the show... got it's funny factor also lah
u guys can try watch it someday.

today juz before the exam hor, i was one bus behind jeremy
then he waited for me at the sch bus stop and then we went to LT18
met pat pat there with her grp member
and i was trying to digest the last bit of my notes
was thinking this time die liao lah end up when we went upstairs
most of the ppl went inside already. we were 4mins later than 10:50AM.
that's the time when we're allowed to read the ppr.
niwae, before i went inside they said YK was outside still.
couldn't understand wad jere's saying. think he said YK kanchiong or wad.
duno lah. yvonne din even come for test today. worse still.
also, half the classrm was empty hahahaha
think this ppr killer for some ppl.
it's juz the mindset that this ppr will b damn tough
end up lidat onli. aiyoyo...

oh yes, did i tell ya? i bring the mashimaro fred gav me ages ago
as my lucky charm. have been doing that since year one hahaha..

damn mistake in one of the stuff i typed.
yah the links is here.

i WAS saying, that the necklace cost initially at $35 but auntie see me cute *bhb* so giv us discount at $28.

[[PRESENT FRM FRED!]]

i just got this new necklace from wilfred!!! he bought it for me!!!
excuse my excitement. i seldom gets things frm him u see.
*sMiLeS*
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|| third day of test ||

feng's off to collect her A level's results and fred's off to collect his paycheck frm prudential.
he's hp bill is out again. *stress level go up* but then again,
fred say he's paying it all himself.
sweet darlin. at least he's initiative when he has the $.

wouldn't say that the test was a breeze because it was not. it was pretty tough.
tough not in the sense that i don't know my stuff.
prob is, i studied so much that the informations inside muh brain jumbled up.
major prob.
i answered the right stuff, to the wrong questions.
affirmative loss in marks: 16 marks
that excludes careless mistakes of course.

juz saw Jolin Tsai's new mtv. like a little woman.
lolz heard that she's changing her image and somehow,
from certain angle she resembles Ruby Lin. haha

tomorrow's my last paper and i can't wait for it to end.
i feel like an encaged bird waiting for the break.

if you guys DIDN'T happen to notice that aww.. (0) or something else at the bottom of the entries, juz to let you know that i missed your comments alot and you guys can leave your comments behind there. it's sorta to replace shoutbox temporarily. cos i never set up site meter so i duno who came and stuff and it gets boring lolz`

||second day of test||

had my second ppr today, two more left to go.
customer communication.
if u studied, you'll know your stuff and be guaranteed at least a pass.
if u didn't? god bless.

jere studied the wrong stuff, YK answered the wrong thing (40marks gone)
strangely, wad terry studied came out and what he did not didn't.
lucky ass. lolz`

well tomorrow's test gonna be about Customer Relationship Management.
sounds pretty common sense bullshit-able stuff huh?
guess again. lotsa memorization of steps required.
juz hope i'll do well for it and get over and done.
cant wait till weekend where i can finally meet wilfred.
havent been seeing him for ages and mebbe we'll watch movie or something

now i'm watchin Hallmark's Jack and the Beanstalk.
really strange cos the plot has changed into something much more complicating..
can't they just leave a childhood story alone? *sigh*
but the filming is not bad.
juz din fancy the change in plot.

fred's over at his old house painting the walls.. with his dad
get paid $30 a day

*WhEeEeEeeeee!*
one paper taken, juz 3 more to go!!
today's ppr is Client-p and it's easily the simplest of all the test so i had no problem with it but rather worried for the other papers, especially tomorrow's paper cos it sorta requires alot of memorization. in fact, the other 3 papers require quite alot memorization. *sigh* a few careless mistakes here and there for the paper today

right now i'm damn lazy to start studying mebbe cos i revised the day before yest and now ask me revise again i feel very sian about.. arghhh.... wah now with the help of pat pat bombing me more qns i'm being forced to look back at the notes in order to answer her. gd and bad. gd i get to practise. onli reason y i'm not studying is cos i feel damn sian to read through the notes. sianz....

tomorrow is the beginning of my test. jia lat. kanjiong sial
but then heng tmr's ppr not that terok. onli 5 chapters to learn and can use common sense explain through.
*phew*
other others not so ez though. nvm. try my best lah. tired sia now brain dead
woke up since 11.. started studying at 12PM..
almost done with it now.. mebbe dat made me feel better.. faster finish faster can relax
hahaha rite now i feel very edgy like wan to eat something lidat
right now i'm trying to get yifeng to go parkway walk walk with me.
i so damn bored

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brain dead.
who?
me.
why?
study too much.

i shall make alot of dolls to poke if the papers are tough.
targets: teachers

i miss my life
my free time
and my birby. >____<

sad part is, all this stress and fatique doesn't juz end with the test.
it still continues.
*RARGH*

sentiments

i am SO brain dead from studying. been studying since bout 7PM!!! i feel like dying right now.. i know i reached the limit for today and i juz can't go on anymore. kinda meaningless reading through a pile of notes when u noe u cant memorize. mite as well stop. i'll continue tmr *sigh*

juz got back not too long ago from japanese class.
u MIGHT be wonderin` y on earth am i doing home in afternoon of a saturday.
well, i aint got no choice cos my tests are juz around the corner and i had to come home to study
ALTHOU.. i'm pretty sian abt it so i duno how much can i actually cover cos i'm pretty tired right now...
mebbe a nap will make me better..

the O level results were released just yesterday.
glad to hear that most of my frenz who took O had good grades or at least managed a pass.
clar and aiko seemed to fare pretty well... sad thing was that Lionel (my cousin, bryan's elder bro) fared pretty badly.
now he have to go to ITE first before going to poly.. haiz.. waste 3 years..
i see him like so senang play game everyday while ppl so bz for their O level studies i already more or less guessed
that it might turn out to be of such. haiz.. i wonder how's my aunt dealing with it now...muz be damn sad.

i had this new pattern of clipping my hair and fred say it's very nice wahaha..
and make me more... hip hip wahah no lah younger. he say i look like 17-18 years old
HeY at least dat makes me a couple of years younger hahaha..
it's pretty traumatising being 20 and my mum keep repeating to me
that according to the lunar calendar i'm 21.. OH SPARE ME MAN!

shoot i really duno if i can study man.. like beri sian lidat..
nothing interesting on tv as usual.. rite now i'm chattin up with tanya and twit.. haiz
since i hav the habit of juz daydreaming and talk to myself in muh head..
typing this blog sometimes make me forget that ppl are actually READIN it ya noe?
i forgot i mentioned how many hrs i've been sleeping on my blog
and when pat ask me to slp early and more that juz 7 hrs i was pretty stunned
at first i tot, how she noe? then i realised that i wrote it in my blog haha
also, seems like shoutboxes r down again~ nothing unusual
one strange thing though. i cant view my blog without the www now...weird!